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You Were a Fool by oooh-butterfly, literature

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You Were a Fool

Who were you to stand in the way of love? You cast such a shadow, no one could see the light So grand, so magnificent you appeared A wonder to behold were you, A monstrous wonder Once stripped bare your secret was unveiled The gallant swain you declared to be - impossible for any eye to see Instead, in horror, what was seen a swine, a brute, a feeble poltroon And yet you bellowed to the skies, we love one another, she and I! Deep within aware of your lacking ambition, yet still wanting to keep her barefoot in the kitchen Painting transcendent stories of love Convincing all of your excellent person Knowing that in truth these

How We Were Wrong by oooh-butterfly, literature

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How We Were Wrong

I remember laying in your tent, giggling about those boys, and in our teenage innocence we never knew where we would land, and I always believed that he was the one and I believed we were going to be forever strong but the words that he spewed got me so confused that I believed I was as insignificant as the dust that floats through the sky; at the end of each day I thought I wanted to die; It sounds so cliche, to hear that's how I ended each day, and now it's so great, my life is so good but when I look back and see how awful and crude everything was at that time, I feel as though I wasted away so many hours and so many days tr

Grounded by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Grounded

It always seemed that I was drifting in the sea, but I realize that it was never really me. I'm grounded and staying right where I belong, While everyone else has left, and I won't follow along. They're lost and scared, I hear it's cold out there, and I don't think I can even dare to brave the things that they encounter Because out at sea - I surely will flounder My legs are what I stand upon I like the way the ground is strong I'm sure of every step I take there is no worry that it will break The water's rapids are too uneasy I fear that I would become queasy Travelling across the sea, it really isn't meant for me.

I Refuse to Let You Control Me by oooh-butterfly, literature

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I Refuse to Let You Control Me

As the words float by me I can see where this is going. I can almost touch them and their baneful way I feel as though I'm drifting out to sea And the power of this pain, oh it's taken over me I don't want to lay down and die but as the days drag on, I'm losing the want to try I'm a one in fifteen - or something like that - so tell me, where the heck am I at? Why is there is no cure? Why is there no help? Why is it that I can never get out? Each day drags on, a new symptom found And I feel as though I am one with the ground. I cannot sit, and I cannot stand, I cannot run, I cannot ride, I may as well just lay down and die. An

Your Little Locked Box by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Your Little Locked Box

Your little locked box, oh, how it loves to tease, it tells me that you - I cannot please Oh, your little locked box, with that little small hole, and I try and I try and I try to console, telling myself that I don't need to know; what's trapped inside of your little locked box In your little locked box all your secrets are kept, all the secrets you tell me do not exist all the lies and the pain that you've kept from us In that little locked box, all our memories lie all our truths, all our love, all our plans, there they lie And that little locked box oh, it loves to tease, telling me that it is you who holds the keys to that

Words Don't Make Sense by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Words Don't Make Sense

I ask you: how do you deal? How do you go through each day knowing what it will reveal? and I wonder, I wonder with all that's my might, how will I make it alone, through this terrible night? I'm reaching out and there's no one that's near All that surrounds me is neverending fear I can't find the words to describe how I feel But I know that so soon it will all be too real I can't accept that you're gone, and not near my side each day I awake waiting to hear you arise and some days I swear that's your voice that I heard but am quick to accept that the thought is absurd I don't know when I'll start living again but right now I'm s

Death Trap by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Death Trap

I walk so tall, so safe, so proud but when you come 'round... Nothing can shake me like you do, My hands shake as I try to find the words to say, those words that you won't turn me away for the ones that will make you stay... So happy, so planned... everything was set...until you... You told me not to go anywhere so here I will sit and wait, Wait for you to come home to me and tell me that you love me You're my stupid Ashley, and you'll never be more than that I try to tell myself each day that you're nothing more than words I read But my heart is telling me differently: that you're more than it really seems I know this is wr

What Is This Feeling? by oooh-butterfly, literature

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What Is This Feeling?

Dear God, this has never happened to me I'm begging for an answer, one that will satisfy me This time I'm not drifting, rather, rushing out to sea I'm afraid that he won't, oh he won't be able to rescue me Oh, so afraid that he won't be able to rescue me... And I don't want to betray the love that we have but my heart and my head are quarraling constantly and this fear of mine, so deep inside It's new and unknown, something I'm trying not to show. I'm clinging on to what I've got, heaven knows that it's the best I can do, but for some reason I can't get my mind off of you... No, for some reason I can't get my mind off of you...

It wasn't meant to be by oooh-butterfly, literature

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It wasn't meant to be

no one ever told me how it would feel, this emptiness when you leave I'm hurting you but you don't know and I can't make you believe We're not drifting, just sailing different seas you can try to hold me close, but I'm impossible to please I'll stay until I'm in too deep then I'll disappear from you I'll run too far and won't look back, this is something I always do my heart weighs heavy oh so heavy in my chest, you can try and ease the pain but you just need to let me rest It shouldn't have happened this way Yes, it happened oh so fast I told you words I never meant, I knew it couldn't last

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You Were a Fool by oooh-butterfly, literature

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You Were a Fool

How We Were Wrong by oooh-butterfly, literature

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How We Were Wrong

Grounded by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Grounded

I Refuse to Let You Control Me by oooh-butterfly, literature

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I Refuse to Let You Control Me

Your Little Locked Box by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Your Little Locked Box

Words Don't Make Sense by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Words Don't Make Sense

Death Trap by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Death Trap

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I hate that you just broke my heart Because you slammed that door I hate you shattered all my dreams by throwing them on the floor I hate that I tried so hard to gain your respect and love I hate that you were using me So from all the rest you'd feel above I hate that I played by your rules and the fact I let you win I hate I opened up to you and my heart I let you in I hate that every chance I got I'd pick up the phone and call I hate that to you I didn't matter at all I hate that every time I'm alone my strength breaks and I cry I hate that every time I hear your name I wish with all my might you'd die I hate the most of

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Plastic Castles by DarkestStarlight, literature

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Plastic Castles

If the wind has no compass how does it know where to blow? She asks me with blueberry lips, The Styrofoam feast we shared lies forsaken in this wasteland of paper plates. An abandoned popsicle-stick lying in its own juices Holds my gaze and so many memories; The colour horridly vibrant—like bluest blood on so much white Sun-baked. A sweet demise for a sweet confection. Angels on my shoulder insist on Science, on Proof, on monstrous Fact. Maybe you'll dream the answer, Dearest; Life always seems to overlook the best questions. Her smile speaks of fresh-cut grass, magenta crayons and plastic castles Where she is always the Princes

The Death Of A Love by nireha, literature

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The Death Of A Love

Raking up sticks and stones Rotting decay of worn bones Skeletons of beauty Trapped along your window scape Flowers all aligned In a garden of your fate One row for pain Another for hate The rest were never planted ...Or maybe just stepped on and pulled out Rescuing the dying from this hell Arrows point to misleadings Rusty shovels for your burial Broken glass casket This couldn't have lasted Through acidic tears Remorseful years of digging Searching Finding nothing Just what I've always wanted Nothing Blank face an erased slate Guiding towards the end Beginnings of sins called everything Tears stain the concrete Po

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You Were a Fool by oooh-butterfly, literature

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Current Residence: Under your bed, seriously, look for my hand
Favourite genre of music: The kind that makes pretty sounds.
Operating System: Windows XP
MP3 player of choice: Winamp
Skin of choice: Soft skin...not rough and dry
Favourite cartoon character: Does Blue from Blue's Clues count?
Personal Quote: Maybe if they'd remove the label from your mouth, you'd be able to breathe

Favourite Visual Artist

Anyone who actually knows how to work an item and make beautiful work.

Favourite Movies

Amelie, Pride and Prejudice, Reefer Madness, Singing in The Rain, You Can't Take It With You

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Damien Rice, Britney Spears, Aqualung

Favourite Games

The Sims 2

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something that writes.

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acting, movies, and other things

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oooh-butterfly

May 4, 2012

My whole world is the pain that's inside me.

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oooh-butterfly

Mar 22, 2012

I'm sitting up

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I'm sitting up and I don't have a headache - yet. It feels so good and free to finally be sitting and not feel like my head is going to rocket off of my body. These last few weeks have been so terrifying, and so calming all at the same time. There's so much to be thankful for - I'm not dead, that's the first. The second, this isn't fatal. The list goes on - I'm finally getting answers, I'm not crazy, I got treatment, I learned I'm capable of so much more than I could ever have imagined. I live in Canada, and it's clean and safe here. The most important thing I learned though, most definitely is that I am loved. I am so loved it's overwhelmin

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oooh-butterfly

Mar 5, 2012

We are the kids from yesterday.

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TheForbidden

Apr 23, 2010

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i thought you'd appreciate this.

I loled pretty hard

FEASTING ON BUMS THAT SLEEP IN THE PARK

GreyMTfox

Jun 17, 2009

What the crap, I'm leaving you a comment. D<

oooh-butterfly

Jun 18, 2009

WHAT THE CRAP!

Strangely, I was just thinking about you the other day. Not that it's strange to think about you...but...oh no, I'm getting myself into one of those awkward moments...

um...

How are you?!
Tell me all the exciting and boring details my dear!
<3

GreyMTfox

Jun 21, 2009

COCA-COLA IS EFFING DELICIOUS!

oooh-butterfly

Jun 21, 2009

As is toothpaste.